11th grade - The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be ALONE, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was MINE. After 1 hour, two Drew Barrymore movies, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year - The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; "he's not going to go." I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we DID. Prom night, after EVERYTHING was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I KNOW it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day - A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn't think of me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later - Now I SIT in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be MINE, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "You came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I WANT her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral - YEARS passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had WROTE in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was MINE, but he doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to KNOW that I don't want to be just friends, I LOVE him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wished he would tell me he LOVED me! I wish I did too... I thought to MYSELF, and I cried.

juss sUm qUoTeS i LiKe . . .

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CrAzY dAyS, sCrEwEd Up NiTeS,
ToNs Of CrUsHeS n StUpId FiTeS
SeCrEtS wE wiLl TaKe 2 Da GrAvE
PiCtUrEs We*ll 4-Eva SaVe
ThRu ThIcK n ThIn,aLwAyS tRu I dUnNo WhErE i'D b w/o U!!
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*a ShOuLdEr 2 cRy On*
*An eAr 2 bEnD*
*mOnEy 2 BoRrOw*
*CloThEs 2 lEnD*
*fRiDaY nIgHt gAmEs*
*AfTeRnOoN WaLkS*
*mIDnItE PhOnE CalLs*
*PriVaTe TaLkS*
*ArE MemOrIeS 2GeThEr*
*WiLl LaSt AlWaYs n 4eVeR*


iT's Tha dAyS wE'rE s0 cRaZy
PeOpLe tHiNk We'Re ::HiGh::
tHA TiMeS wE'rE s0 b0rEd
We LaUgH TiL wE ::cRy::
aLL tHA ::InSiDe J0KeS::
n tHa ::rEmEmBeR wHeNs::
tHeSe r tHa ReAs0nS We'LL
::aLwAyS bE bEsT fRiEnDs

dedikated to my best friendsZ

You know i used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you, and everytime you walked by i lost myself, do you know what that feels like? And you couldnt possibly know what it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back. Look, im sorry if you miss the way i looked at you, but i dont miss the way you never looked at me. -Dawsons creek <3

And I will be strong,©

When I'm standing in the dark

I'll, still believe,©

Someone's Heart . . .

Love is like a rumor... everybody talks about it but rarely anyone really knows

0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i`ve cried. the many nights i`ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain i`ve put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- how true my love is for youu. how i long to be in your arms. and how desperate and lonely i feel right now. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- that we belong together. the way you would reassure all of my fears. the way you made me feel..

mAyBe tHeRe aRe nO riGhT mOmeNts oR nO rigHt aNsweRs
mAyBe sOmEtimEs yOo juSt hAvE tO saY wHatS
|[ iNn yOur hEaRtT ]|

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~~*when he catches you staring at him....
just remember,he was looking back.*~~

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The hardest part
Isnt finding out who
yOu Need to be..
Its being content with who
yOu are<--

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LAUGH Y0OR heARt 0uT // dance IN THE RAIN
cherish THE [MEM0RIES] // IGN0RE THE pain *
*LOVE AND learn // forget AND [F0RGIVE]
REMEMBER // Y0O only HAVE 1 life T0O LIVE .

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i think the onLy reason why people
hold onto memories [ so tight ] is cause
memories are the only things thAt dont
change when everything eLse does

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& it finally hit me that u didn’t care
when u walked away and never looked back..
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SHE'LL PRETEND THAT SHE'S WHOLE AGAIN,

BUT DEEP INSIDE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS.

SHE WILL LOOK IN HIS EYES AND WALK RIGHT BY.

DOESN'T HE SEE THE TEARS IN HER EYES?

ONE DAY HE WILL WONDER WHERE HE WENT WRONG

AND HE WILL KNOW RIGHT AWAY WHY HE PRETENDED TO BE STRONG,

HE WAS AFRAID OF LOVE AND THE HAPPINESS THAT COMES,

HE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EAISER TO TURN AROUND AND RUN.

HE MAY BLAME HER BUT DEEP INSIDE

HE WILL KNOWS THAT HE MADE THE MISTAKE OF LETTING HER GO

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EvErYoNe HaS tHeiR oWn ReAsOn
fOr WaKiNg Up iN tHe MoRniNg
... MiNe iS yOu ...

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find the *one* you can be y0urself around,
u can say whatever you want...u can
laugh, u can smile, u can fite & make up,
& then at the very end of the nite...
you're still <3 crazy about each other<3

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» iin every girls life . there will.
always be `*' th0se 3 guys.... `
[ the one she l0ves ] // [ the one
she hates ] & [ the one she can't'
get - enough of ] .& in the end_
their all the s . a . m . e guy «`-

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EvErYtHiNg ((FaLLs)) aPaRt
EvEn The pEopLe whO -NeVeR- [fRoWn]
EvEnTuaLLy ( b r e a k d o w n )

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dOeSn`t iT [ S u C k ]
when he KnOwS how yOu feel about HiM
& he doesnt do a tHiNg about iT
cuz he just dOeSnt CaRe?

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dear tummy,
im sorry for all the BuTtErFlIeS....it's his fault

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*·. i * d r e a m * of us t0gether & h0w .·*

*·. great it * c 0 u l d * be.. but i*ll keep .·*

*·. my l0ve a s e c r e t.· *

*·.until ur l 0 v i n g me .·*

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[im just a gurl.
standing in frontt of a boy.
asking him to love me.]

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× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×
When yOu lOve sOmeOne
theres nOthing yOu can dO
yOu cant cOntrOl yOuR heart
It cOntrOls yOu
× ····· o ····· × ····· o ······ ×

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×ì̈) (̈`vì̈) (̈`×
̧.·ì̧.·ì̈) `vì (̈`·.̧ `·.̧
(̧.·ì (.¤*My time is comin soon*¤.) `· ̧)
×-*I am a f l o w e r about to b l o o m*-×

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AnyOne can -Give Up-
iTs thE .Easiest. thing in the wOrld tO dO
But tO ::hOld:: iT tOgether
wHen everyOne else wOuld unDerstANd
iF yOo fElL aParRt [thatstruestrength]

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 I ((LoVe)) you more then words can show
So nOw & [F][o][r][e][v][e][r]
Remember it's *true*
My ::HeArT:: will always belong to ~you~

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iLL Be ThErE tO cAtCh u..

maybe this one wiLL be better than my old one . what can i say . i am trying new things lol

<3 you